Monday, October 11, 2010

back!!

It's been a long time since i updated here. kinda can't find any suitable thing to post up, after some time, i started to feel obligated to update it. And so, it was deserted for months.


But now, I'm back!!

Monday, May 31, 2010

BACK!!!

Yea, back I am!! It's been quite some time since I last updated my blog, was very lazy. Hehe..

Since, I am resting, I might as well just post something up. I know I might be wasting my time, but never mind. It'll just take a few minutes only anyway.

2 more week!! 2 more weeks!! Till the exam starts.
2 more weeks I have to suffer, from studying. maybe I'll just bang my head in the wall or scold some things i never scolded before.. Haha! BUT I CAN'T SEEM TO GET THE STUDY FEELING INTO ME!!!

I can just stare at the book, with my mind flying somewhere else. I wonder how did I study last time.. Time to suffer!!


countdown: 14 days

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

忘记!!!

我想忘记许多事情,
忘记 我这几天来的不幸,
忘记 我不想听到的话,
忘记 我心里对你的感情,
忘记 曾经与你度过的时间 还有事件,
也想忘记 认识了你。

这些事情,我很希望自己做得到,
但是 我发现这并不像说来的容易,
越想忘记 却让我更想起,
当我想想起 却突然记不起来,
你 让我感情变得好复杂 好复杂。

曾经 我在你面前流泪,
曾经 我们一起笑过,
现在? 如果我们再次相见,
到底会在什么情况之下,
到底会有什么表情,
我 会笑 还是心里会默默的感觉到痛苦,
我也预测不出来。

我问自己 ‘我后悔认识了他吗?’
想了又想 我并不后悔,
我又问自己 ‘我想完完全全忘记我们一起度过的时间吗?’
想了又想 我并不想忘记,
最后 我问了自己 ‘我爱过他吗?’
答案就是 是。

但 种种事情的发生 与时间的经过,
让我们疏远,
然我们自己变得更独立 不再需要依靠另外一半,
开始展开翅膀 飞到各自的目的地去,
便自由了 不想被任何事情约束。

最后 分开了,
各自做自己喜欢做的事 不再需要为另外一个着想,
久而久之 完全放开了手。

听到了些关于你的消息,
突然让我很生气,
原来你告诉我的原因只是个理由,
你只是不想告诉我真像 而造个谎言来遮盖另一个谎言。

我曾想过 希望
再次遇见时 我们可忘记曾经的伤心事,
保持像我们刚认识的时候一样,
依然是朋友,
可在次以朋友的身份 面对你。

但是 经过了这些事情,
我实在想象不出 我觉得我实在是面对不了你,
当我们遇见 我希望我们可把另外一个当陌生人,
就这样吧往事都忘了吧。


任何一个认识我许久的人看到了这个文章都应该觉得很奇怪。为什么?当然是因为我用华语来写这篇文章啦!!应该都记得我的华语并不是很好吧?但,连我自己都不知道为什么我会突然这么做。可能我已经想念使用华文字了吧?

Sunday, April 25, 2010

A-R-G-H-!-!-!-!

WTF!! I can't help but spitting this out of my mind. What did I done to make myself end up in this condition!! For sure, I am going to suffer for quite a long time. Just when I just wanted to continue what I have always done. I really want to find somewhere where I can just shout my lungs out!

Just woke up for 2 hours and a disaster happens!!(Well, for me it is a disaster.)I bet anyone of you heard about spraining the ankle before, but spraining the knee?? I think this will be the first time any of you heard about it. Yea, guess what?? I SPRAINED MY KNEE!!! Now i can't move my knee freely, and i walk like a penguin. SERIOUSLY MAN!!

I can't imagine how am i going to college for these few days. I will surely look weird walking around the college like that for about 2 to 3 weeks(my guess). I am sure alot of people will be wondering:''Why is that girl walking in that way, it sure looks funny.'' And they will think it's funny and just laugh away. Frankly speaking, I don;t even have an idea on how i managed to injured my knee like this. And according to Kai Jun, my leg looks very swollen. Oh My God!! I really hate what is happening to me right now. I only know that I need something to let me reelease my anger on!!

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Unlucky Weekend....

My 'luckiest' day of my life was Sunday... Sprained my pinkie toe!! Can you believe that?? I've never experienced this before.

It was during taekwondo training when i sprained it. Come to think of it, it was mostly of my carelessness.. I tried to attempt 360 turning kick and land with my kicking leg[i know a lot of you might be wondering what is that] but if you know what is that, I bet you know it's hard for me to that.

When I landed, I felt pain shot through my nerves. And i thought that it might be just a while and the pain will just go off after that. Unfortunately, it didn't!! I didn't realise it till i was doing some other kicks and i felt pain in my toe. OUCH!!

*sigh* Guessed I'll just have to bare with the pain for these few weeks.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Internet!!!

Finally, i got my internet access at home!! I can use the internet now anytime now.

Maybe it sounds normal to any one of you. But to me, it's important, I don't have to go to my cousin's house to use the internet.

I think that's all, quite a short post huh?

Thursday, March 25, 2010

First???

First week in college...
First time i enter the class with no girl friends in the class...
First time that i feel secondary school may be much better...
First time i don't speak chinese with friends at school...

Yup, I enrolled into college. currently studying A-levels. On the first day at school, I went to a class thinking that i might meet someone I know. I did meet some people whom i known. BUT!! they are all boys: Gulu, Wei heng, Leong Yong, n yee hong. I was thinking, OMG!! I will be so quiet today that i don't even have to speak a word and waste my saliva! I sat down thinking that i will be sitting alone the whole day. Then came a girl who sat beside me. not long after, we became friends.

The first teacher who came in was our maths teacher. His first impression to me is he teaches a bit like KKC (Koh Kwee Choo). Haha!!The way they teach and talk, except that this was a man. Physics was fine. It continued on for the whole day.